Having another farewell lunch today with a few of the people I have been closest with. Then it will be time to hand in my access card and my remote access token adn head out the door for the last time. I should be sad, but fuck that shit.
I have been saving todays lesson until today as it fits in nicely. I have lost count, I think this is #4.
Three decades of Lessons #4 (maybe): Don't tkae shit from anyone.
If your boss gives you shit, tell them to fuck off. If they still do it, find another job or just resign. There is plenty of work out there if you are willing to look. Many people find themselves in the situation that I was in where the company needs you more than you need them. If that is the case, use that to your advantage. I probably could have done so, but instead I just chose to resign. I know from experience that things here are going to get worse and I feel for those I am leaving behind. But I need to look after me and mine and I am out the door.
I think this sums up my mood today:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CN53BLdsWWk
Here the lyrics for those who wnat to read them:
Fuck the norm, I can't understand
Live my life, by the rules of no one
I am me, that can't be wrong
I do what I do, when I do, that's how I like it
Conformity, amputate my soul
Made of stone, smashed the mold
Indifferent, so fuck you all that
Whine, bitch, nag, complain, cry
If ya don't give a shit ya getcha' hellyeah
Throwin' fists in the pit ya getcha' hellyeah
Think you're fuckin' with this well hell no.
Balls, volume, strength getcha come on
Drinking beer smoking weed ya getcha' hellyeah
Gotta bruised attitude ya getcha' hellyeah,
Think you're fuckin' with this well hell no
Balls, volume, strength getcha' come on
Fuck you all, that won't understand
Be a man, no more and no less,
I'm just me, no matter what you say,
I am, who I am , what I am, that's how I like it
Typical, fucking lifeless clones
My attitude, embrace my own
I don't care, so just walk away and live your
Dull, dead, bland, boring, life
Don't give a fuck and don't think I ever will,
For the prim and the proper it's a shallow jagged pill,
Don't really care if you like me
I just hold up my drink and get my HELLYEAH!
So point your fingers and throw your stones,
I'll be smokin' and drinkin' and breaking fucking bones
To all you fuckin' people thinking you're better than me,
I hold up my middle finger and give my hellyeah!
